♪ NerdByHeart ♫

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I GOT A JOB THANKS TO MY BESTEST FRIEND MEAGAN PARKER!!!!! I WENT IN FOR AN INTERVIEW THIS EVENING, GOT THE JOB &&&& GOT A $3 TIP! :D For you people that have jobs, it’s not a lot, but for me & only waiting on one guy, it’s good. :P BUT I HELPED WAIT TABLES & STUFF & I GOT THE JOB. I START TOMORROW FROM 7:30 TO 2. Can you tell that I am just a tab bit excited? ;) haha. I have been looking for a job since December 2011 & I have been praying so hard about it, & God finally answered them. I am so blessed. <3 

In all honestly, this has been a pretty crappy birthday. Just sayin’. 

¹ And God spoke all these words:

 ² “I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery.

 ³ “You shall have no other gods before^[a] me.

 ⁴ “You shall not make for yourself an image in the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters below. ⁵ You shall not bow down to them or worship them; for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the parents to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me, ⁶ but showing love to a thousand generations of those who love me and keep my commandments.

 ⁷ “You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God, for the LORD will not hold anyone guiltless who misuses his name.

 ⁸ “Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. ⁹ Six days you shall labor and do all your work, ¹⁰but the seventh day is a sabbath to the LORD your God. On it you shall not do any work, neither you, nor your son or daughter, nor your male or female servant, nor your animals, nor any foreigner residing in your towns. ¹¹ For in six days the LORD made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, but he rested on the seventh day. Therefore the LORD blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy.

 ¹² “Honor your father and your mother, so that you may live long in the land the LORD your God is giving you.

 ¹³ “You shall not murder.

 ¹⁴ “You shall not commit adultery.

 ¹⁵ “You shall not steal.

 ¹⁶ “You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor.

 ¹⁷ “You shall not covet your neighbor’s house. You shall not covet your neighbor’s wife, or his male or female servant, his ox or donkey, or anything that belongs to your neighbor.”

 ¹⁸ When the people saw the thunder and lightning and heard the trumpet and saw the mountain in smoke, they trembled with fear. They stayed at a distance ¹⁹ and said to Moses, “Speak to us yourself and we will listen. But do not have God speak to us or we will die.”

 ²⁰ Moses said to the people, “Do not be afraid. God has come to test you, so that the fear of God will be with you to keep you from sinning.”

 ²¹ The people remained at a distance, while Moses approached the thick darkness where God was.

Idols and Altars

 ²² Then the LORD said to Moses, “Tell the Israelites this: ‘You have seen for yourselves that I have spoken to you from heaven: ²³ Do not make any gods to be alongside me; do not make for yourselves gods of silver or gods of gold.

 ²⁴ “‘Make an altar of earth for me and sacrifice on it your burnt offerings and fellowship offerings, your sheep and goats and your cattle. Wherever I cause my name to be honored, I will come to you and bless you. ²⁵ If you make an altar of stones for me, do not build it with dressed stones, for you will defile it if you use a tool on it. ²⁶ And do not go up to my altar on steps, or your private parts may be exposed.’

It’s sad when your best guy friend (who is also your boyfriends best friend) cares more about your problems than your boyfriend does. Thanks. Love you too..

This has to be one of the worst weekends of my life. 

One of my mom’s old college friends is down from Ohio & she just told us that she was coming down like 2 weeks ago & she brought her daughter, & we haven’t seen each other in like 6 years, & I didn’t even want to see her in the first place. We make plans, ( me & the daughter) she decides that she “too tired” from driving all day & ruins all of my plans. I did I want, have to come home early from hanging out with my friends because my mom wants me to spend time with her, only to find her asleep. FML. So today has sucked majorly. And on top of that, her mom proceeded to talk shit about my boyfriend because he’s 20 & she doesn’t agree with that. Well good for her. It’s not her life, so she shouldn’t worry about me. It’s my life. Not her’s by any means. I wish people would just stay out of my damn business. God… 

Plus, I have a horrible migraine & people screaming & being obnoxious doesn’t help my situation either. =/

All I want to do is hang out with my boys & forget about everything. I need a home away from home with Daniel, Ryan, & Bryan. No one else. Just us 4. My 3 best friends. That’s it. Am I going to get that? Why hell no.. Why? Because I’m not 18 yet. But after I graduate, I am out of this house, and gone. Adios madre & padre. I will NOT miss you..

Please pray for me. I need it. Thanks.